i'm awkward you're awkward..

i want to share my good times with u
but i can't found u on that time..
should i live in bad time forever??

You've been der 4 me through all my bad times
but I can't always count on you...
told u be someone
to hold my hand or a hug to say u cares,
be a shoulder to cry on,
an ear to hear all my problems
to help me get on my way
and walk beside me as long as i want..

i told u that i never appreciate all u have done 4 me
coz in my head i always doubt about ur truly care
i think i already force the truly care & smile on ur face..
coz u do sumthing u don't like everyday &
u can't be urself when u with me

but i forget everybody have bored time..
someday i will know, that's ur bored time

NOW i don't want to burden u anymore..
don't wanna said sorry for hurting you,
I am what I am today because of the choices I made yesterday