i'm awkward you're awkward..

i want to share my good times with u
but i can't found u on that time..
should i live in bad time forever??

You've been der 4 me through all my bad times
but I can't always count on you...
told u be someone
to hold my hand or a hug to say u cares,
be a shoulder to cry on,
an ear to hear all my problems
to help me get on my way
and walk beside me as long as i want..

i told u that i never appreciate all u have done 4 me
coz in my head i always doubt about ur truly care
i think i already force the truly care & smile on ur face..
coz u do sumthing u don't like everyday &
u can't be urself when u with me

but i forget everybody have bored time..
someday i will know, that's ur bored time

NOW i don't want to burden u anymore..
don't wanna said sorry for hurting you,
I am what I am today because of the choices I made yesterday

You took me for granted so DONE

" Never say I love you, if you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never say you're going to if you don't plan to start.
Never look me in the eye if all you do is lie "

nothing is difficult! it's easy!! =p

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others...... ... 
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.... ..... 

Easy is to talk without thinking.... ....... 
Difficult is to refrain the tongue...... ..... 

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.......... 
Difficult is to heal the wound....... .... 

Easy is to forgive others...... .... 
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness. ......... . 

Easy is to set rules....... ... 
Difficult is to follow them........ ... 

Easy is to dream every night....... ... 
Difficult is to fight for a dream....... .. 

Easy is to show victory..... .... 
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity..... ..... 

Easy is to admire a full moon........ .. 
Difficult to see the other side........ .... 

Easy is to stumble with a stone....... 
Difficult is to get up........ 

Easy is to enjoy life every day......... .. 
Difficult to give its real value....... ... 

Easy is to promise something to someone..... 
Difficult is to fulfill that promise..... ....... 

Easy is to say we love........ . 
Difficult is to show it every day......... 

Easy is to criticize others...... ... 
Difficult is to improve oneself..... ... 

Easy is to make mistakes.... ........ 
Difficult is to learn from them........ ..... 

Easy is to weep for a lost love........ .. 
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.......... 

Easy is to think about improving... ....... 
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...... 

Easy is to think bad of others...... ..... 
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt....... ..... 

Easy is to receive..... .... 
Difficult is to give........ .. 

Easy to read this........ ... 
Difficult to follow...... ... 

Easy is keep the friendship with words....... .... 
Difficult is to keep it with meanings !!!!!!!!!!!! !!

I am glad that it was you

Sometimes people come and go..
A lot of thing happen to you, me, us, and them..
Even we're apart,
Even now i hate you,
and You hates me too..
Wish time can heal all the pain.
No more time to make it back in the way it was.
Hope what we have right now is the best for u, me, us, and them..
i failed to say goodbye, thankyou, and love you..
God Bless you, all my buddies..

~Broken-hearted Girl~

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you

Hate you?

Things I hate about you:
1. I have to say goodbye not see you again
2. I have to use "haha" so you think I'm fine
3. I have to keepyour promise when you never remember it
4. I have to feel guilty every time to be indifferent to you
5. I have to continue to feel pain remembering the past when you come again
6. I had to realize all that we've been through, it was a fake
7. I must regret the fact that you never meant what you said
8. I have to smile so you think I've forgotten all the pain
9. I have to care about your heart even if it means I hurt mine
10. I must admit all the things that make me hate you make me love you more!!

T.T aku benci kamuuuu.. gmn donk? Hope i still have one reason for always love you!!

Do unto others

i love her.. upss.. :)
she cares me, and others think it too much, i guess it because they never feel it.. Lol
I feel comfort with her
i heart her for my lovely unbiological sister ♥

To have a friend, you must be a friend, starting with yourself.
The greatest hunger a person has is to be needed. Help create that feeling in others.
The greatest virtue is kindness. You can't love everyone, but you can be kind to everyone.
Don't try to impress others. Let them have the fun of impressing you.
Be positive. Positive people attract others, while negative people repel.
You have greater impact on others by the way you listen than by the way you talk.
If you are given to making fun of someone, be sure it is of yourself.
A smile doesn't cost anything and pays big dividends. It makes you and everyone else feel better.
Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.

Quoteword from twitter

We focus on the past, all we feel is pain. but if we focus on future, we see all the possibilities.

Our eyes are placed in front cos its more important to look ahead then to look back.

Does it hurt to know i'll never be there? and i bet it sucks to see my face everywhere.

Don't be so quick to judge me, you only see what i choose to show.

You heard that i was trouble, but you couldn't resist,

Even though she acts like nothing's wrong, maybe she's just really good at lying.

Just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying,

I hate myself for fighting for something you just don't care about.

I hate lying! i even hate it more when i know that's the only way,

You hurt me many times but for some reason I just can't hate you!!

Promises mean everything, but once they are broken, sorry means nothing.

Laugh when you can, appologize when you should.

Live for Today

Some people
come into our lives
and quickly go

Some people
become friend
sand stay a while

leaving beautiful
footprints
on our hearts

and we are never
quite the same

because we have
made a good friend!!

What I learned in life

I've learned -
that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. 

I've learned-
that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. 

I've learned-
that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. 

I've learned-
that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.

I've learned-
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned-
that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned-
that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned-
that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned-
that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I've learned-
that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned-
that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you are to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned-
that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned-
that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I've learned-
that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned-
that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.

Life is too short

Sister brother,
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. 
So love the people who treat you right. 
Love the ones who don't just because you can. 
Believe everything happens for a reason. 
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. 
If it changes your life, let it. 
Kiss slowly. 
Forgive quickly.  
God never said life would be easy. 
He just promised it would be worth it.

Will you answer? I wonder..

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person...

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

I have never forgotten you

Email from bestfriend:

You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next year,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

i miss u, michael

My God is Wonderful

i say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible

i say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest

i say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you

i say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient

i say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps

i say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things

i say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able

i say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it

i say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you

i say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs

i say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear

i say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME

i say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom

i say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you

This is so beautiful & worth keeping to remind us always

If the Lord has you on hold... hold on!
If the Lord has said "NO" to you... thank Him!
If the Lords is molding your heart and mind... go with His change!
If the Lord opens doors that you have asking Him to open... Praise Him!
Be blessed wherever you are in your life today! God has His hands on the situation!

Your Face

you came into my life as unwelcome face.. haha
as i wonder through my thoughts and memories of you,
it brings many big smiles and laugher so true (bykan tears.. hiakakakka)

i love the special bond that we beatifully share,
i love the way you show you really care,

Thank you for opening your mind and your soul,
i will do all i can to help heal your hearts little holes (except the big hole that i made =p)

i am now so happy i felt that embrace
for now i see the beauty of my good friends face.. :D

Kecewa

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Luangkanlah untukku
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S'kali ini ku mohon padamu
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Sempatkanlah...

Hampa kesal dan amarah
S'luruhnya ada dibenakku
Tandai seketika
Hati yang tak terbalas
Oleh cintamu...
Kuingin marah, melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri disini
Ingin kutunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
Bahwa hatiku kecewa...

Sedetik menunggumu disini, s'perti seharian
Berkali kulihat jam ditangan
Demi membunuh waktu
Tak kulihat tanda kehadiranmu
Yang semakin meyakiniku
Kau tak datang

by: Bunga Citra Lestari (BCL)