One Last Cry

Saying goodbye isn't the hard part
it's what we leave behind that's tough

goodbye make you think
they make you realize what you've had,
what you've lost and
what you've taken for granted

Sometimes you have to let go of someone
to see if there's anything there to hold on to.

don't wake up and realize what you was dreaming was right in front of your shut eyes
don't stop saying hellos for fear of saying good-byes.

"Don't want to leave, but we both know sometimes it's better to go.
SOmehow i know we'll meet again. Not sure quite where and i don't know just when.
You're in my heart, so until then..
wanna smile wanna cry, saying goodbye"

no place for you

"I wrote ur name on a piece of paper,but i accidentally threw it away. I wrote ur name on my hand,but it washed away. I wrote ur name on the sand,but the waves whispered it away.. So i wrote your name on my heart,and forever it will stay.."

BUT

"heart can be broken"

SO

no place for you??

Last Choice

i can't promise i'll always be by your side to give you a bighug,.
But i'll be on the other side of a phone..
i can't promise everything will be alright,.
because something i just don't know..
but i'll always do my best to make everything ok.

i can't promise i can catch you when you are fallin so fast, you are just a blur..
But i can fall with you, and hold your hand when we crash..

i can't promise i can make you better when you feel like you are not strong enough to go on,.
But i can be strong for you..

i don't need to be the first,
But let me be the last one, so when everybodies gone away..
i'll be the last person that will always stay in your heart..

even though you said that sometimes you stole people's quotes,
but i know these are your own words... isn't it? haha

i want to reply all when you said it to me,
but i have no words that better than THANKS.

if you ask me why i put too much expectation on you,
it because you are beside me when i'm in very very down condition.
i never run away., never alone in a big city with no money, and never feel i have noone.
Fby helps me cause she's my best friend, but you only a friend that close by condition.
i mean we only know each other for a few months.

Don't wanna know now you can't as good as that day,
i have told you don't forbid me to expect you as high as i want.
Even i will hurt, that my problems. i have a big shoulder for that's all.
when you offer to share with you (don't know you remember or no) i only hope i strong enough. 

ღ♥ jee's conscience 04:40 pm

Black my White

Sorry if i keep on hurting u.. thankfulness u know it., haha

i just dunno wat 2 do..

n if u know, i mean it.. are you sure i know what u mean?

i'm sorry 4 my moodines..

4 not being perfect.. Do i ask you to be perfect?

or maybe 4 being d reason why sumtimes u cry at nite.. that tears wipe off my bad view about you.

But most of all..

i'm sorry i want u 2 b patient,.

coz i still wanna b ur fren, so u must accept me, wit my imperfection.. is that a must? i don't want to be your friend, or your bestfriend, i only want to be your real and good friend if i can and you want. 

ღ♥ jee's conscience 11:18 pm