I have never forgotten you

Email from bestfriend:

You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next year,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

i miss u, michael

My God is Wonderful

i say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible

i say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest

i say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you

i say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient

i say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps

i say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things

i say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able

i say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it

i say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you

i say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs

i say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear

i say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME

i say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom

i say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you

This is so beautiful & worth keeping to remind us always

If the Lord has you on hold... hold on!
If the Lord has said "NO" to you... thank Him!
If the Lords is molding your heart and mind... go with His change!
If the Lord opens doors that you have asking Him to open... Praise Him!
Be blessed wherever you are in your life today! God has His hands on the situation!

Your Face

you came into my life as unwelcome face.. haha
as i wonder through my thoughts and memories of you,
it brings many big smiles and laugher so true (bykan tears.. hiakakakka)

i love the special bond that we beatifully share,
i love the way you show you really care,

Thank you for opening your mind and your soul,
i will do all i can to help heal your hearts little holes (except the big hole that i made =p)

i am now so happy i felt that embrace
for now i see the beauty of my good friends face.. :D

Kecewa

Sedikit waktu yang kau miliki
Luangkanlah untukku
Harap secepatnya datangi aku
S'kali ini ku mohon padamu
Ada yang ingin ku sampaikan
Sempatkanlah...

Hampa kesal dan amarah
S'luruhnya ada dibenakku
Tandai seketika
Hati yang tak terbalas
Oleh cintamu...
Kuingin marah, melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri disini
Ingin kutunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
Bahwa hatiku kecewa...

Sedetik menunggumu disini, s'perti seharian
Berkali kulihat jam ditangan
Demi membunuh waktu
Tak kulihat tanda kehadiranmu
Yang semakin meyakiniku
Kau tak datang

by: Bunga Citra Lestari (BCL)